mixed up feeling

OMG. i am feeling so confused and sad and disappointed and angry now. i hate this mixed up feeling! making me dunno wad to do.

y must u like that? more than 5 yrs of friends! somemore we were such close friends in the past. always making fun and playing tgt. still rmb back in the past, how we help each other and stuffs, i rly dunno wads wrong wif u. its juz so sudden that im lost...

I dunno wad have i done wrong to make u backstab me behind my back? badmouthing me to other friends and acting like nth happen infront of me. pls stop the nonsense. CHILDISH! if that great friend of mine nv tell me about all this, r u going to continue acting like nth happen and always chatting happily in msn? and making me think that we r rly such close friends. is it because we dun meet up often already? or we have some misunderstanding? wadever it is, if u r not happy wif me, juz tell me face to face?! i would rather u tell me face to face than saying behind my back! seriously juz grow up -_- and if u dun tell me, how would i noe wad happen and it wont be solved!

perhaps we should meetup some weekend to tok it out? i rly wanna noe y... im curious and i have alot of doubts.

haiyo my mood is damn bad now. hen luan hen luan! i shall say sry 1st juz in case i offend any1 for the next few days.

how i wish this will come to an end!